It upsets me that his first instinct, even in literal combat scenarios, is to not fight, and how violently everyone reacts to him.
In light of this post crossing 10k notes and on the suggestion of one the rebloggers,
Also,
He learned. He was banished because he went looking for a fight for a fight’s sake. He didn’t know the cost then. Didn’t understand it. Now he does. And it’s not a price he wants to pay.
Spies and Secret Agents AU where Steve and Bucky go undercover at MIT and Steve fucked Tony, his boss’s godson (basically 22 jumpstreet who am i kidding)
lbr, Bucky is that one friend who laughs at your misery
when tony meets peter, he shows interest in him, he tries to find out if peter is a good person, before recruiting him
peter was already spiderman and tony just gave him more protection with a new suit
he believes in him when no one does
he brings peter into fight because he thinks captain wouldn’t hurt him, and he hoped they wouldn’t have to fight
after all the sufferings he’s been through, after being betrayed, after seeing his parents get murdered, and after being left alone in siberia, the first thing he does is taking peter home
tony is scared for peter, so he creates him a suit with everything he might need, to protect him
he puts a parachute in his suit because he saw pepper and rhodey almost die falling, and doesn’t want it to happen to peter
he puts a heater in his suit so that peter is not to suffer the cold as it happened to him
he puts a tracker to be able to find peter wherever he is, because he knows what it’s like to be lost
he puts the baby-monitor protocol to be able to watch over him and act if something goes wrong
and an ai to help and support him
tony didn’t just “put a instant kill mode in a 15 years old child’s suit”, he protected this mode with the training wheels protocol that peter broke
he takes care of peter, he often asks happy how peter is
and listens to the messages he leaves him
he watches over him, protects him, saves him, he asks him to stay away from danger..
he wants him to concentrate on his studies, he suggests to get him into MIT
tony’s arm is shaking because he’s about to have an anxiety attack because he’s scared for peter (
it breaks my heart )
he supports peter
his dad never gave him support so he tries to break the cycle and be there for peter, he doesn’t want to reproduce his father’s mistakes
tony listens to peter, and calls the FBI as soon as peter warns him about the villains
peter made a mistake he almost got himself killed and other people so tony takes the suit back
he wants to teach him to take responsibility for his actions
he would feel so guilty if anything happens to peter, he don’t NEED that on his conscience. he already blames himself for so much things, even when it’s not his fault..
and he doesn’t want peter to have to live with deaths on his conscience.
people always blame him and he always blames himself for everything, he doesn’t want peter to live the suffering he’s going through
when peter proves that he is ready, that he has learned from his mistakes, and learned that he can be a hero without the suit, tony offers him to become an avenger and gives him the suit back
HE LOOKS SO PROUD OF PETER
how can people say things like “protect peter from tony”?? tony is the best thing that could happen to peter. he’s the best mentor he could have had. he loves peter so much and does everything to protect him
what i do is not up to you 